Oh god they did it again, I'm so sorry, when it gets discovered and I realize how many people will be hurt I get sad about the whole thing and then the danger recedes, though it's never stable because I'm never completely sorry, the pain will come back and there's nothing to be done about it, they make the pain and then the pain hurts everybody. No one is kind enough to make her stop and it's not like she's suddenly going to figure it out.